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things are moving fast

like a bat out of hell.

i'm not

i wish i could write a beautiful ballad

or write something that meant something to someone.

something pure.

a sheep in wolves clothing

that's all you are to me.

Can you forgive?

Ohai there blog! I've forgotten and neglected you quite a bit.

well no creative teen angst for today. simply my life was become to busy to keep up with you.how can people do this everyday?anyways here's some pictures i'm liking right now. ps i'm curious does anyone actually read this?comment if you do :)

Cause in the Daylight everywhere feels like home

another summer come and gone.

the sunlight falls through the trees now

we're back where we started how

did we go blind

because we surly didn't see the time.

the chalk has faded

and the pebbles worn down to sand

wiped by the wind

the sun still clasped in my hand.

I'll just play this old guitar 

for a loner in time

who wants to hear the sound of hope

and love,

misguided like a dove

and as september appears

like a rolling stone

I know I'd rather be nowhere 

but home.

Once more with feeling

Don't the silence get you down

Though you've been sitting here for hours

Hoping a voice could soon be found

That speaks much louder then this music

If you're a little off colour and

out for the count

Don't let it get you down.

Don't let the talking keep you up,

If they're your friends they share your vision,

And as the phone rings breaks the silence 

they figure out that you don't want to answer.

If you're a little off colour and

tired of the sounds

Don't let it get you down.

Don't let the people make you think

that just because you're young your useless.

You know it's not naive to think,

that you can change the things around

and that no man is an island.

For I'd rather be a pebble in an ocean

vast and drown.

Than be alone

and make no sounds.

vertigo

the chemicals are  

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my words are lost and 

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                                                            I                                        I

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                                     S                                           S

your love's the one that's 

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N                         N

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L        L

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The appeal of 12:38

My brain and I are dismantled,

I choose not where it wants to go.

It makes a home and nestles in

far from where I've ever been.

So when the sun sets from the meadow

and the distant cars pass by.

I'll confront my problems,

the swaying grass my lullaby.

Gypsy cotton and turned tables,

sweeter then those distant fables

that I dreamt of when I grew.

Join me now or leave forever

because I can't do it anymore.

 

Diamonds, gold, Saturn and Stonehenge,

you're as distant as them all.

don't let my smile convince you 

 you've already taken that fall.

And as I scratch this in some scrap paper,

know that I'm doing you a favour

I'm not telling the subtle truth.

Walking with a ghost

Tear my heart out one more time,

I dare you.

is it in you?

just once more, I beg you please

father time, cannot undo the deeds

left the flowers, picked all the weeds

because we both know this man of honor

is not in your suit.

You're the black knight

so spit your venom, and get out of my sight.

Across the Universe

The lovers are losing,

it's all that we see

the rush of the firecrackers,

following the sun down the narrow street.

daylight is waiting

the stillness is fading

the moment of time

when you're lost and you're blind

the moments of music lost in the air.

I'm breathing but it's shallow

I'm here but I'm hollow

I jump and I swallow

off the dock and under the silent sea

for that moment it could only be

the best description I have 

of being free.

daylight is waiting.

sour cherry

the affects

it affects you.

the affects

it affects me too.

the affects

you're untrue.

the affects

you're a fake through and through.

where are you?

I still want to pick up the phone and call you.

Presume too much

All I wanna say is if you

disappoint me again I may

have to trade in this heart for something new.

It's been dismantled and it's disabled

and I'm disjointed, I'm disappointed

I don't have the faintest clue

As all I wanna say fades away

words hang heavy in the air

I've no strength left to care.

Oh let the sun shine down 

down upon me

Then I'll have everything I need

You think I'm being abrupt

You think this is rushed well

You've presumed too much.

How I Take this is my problem

I don't wanna be here anymore 

I see a light on the exit door.

And if I accept, well that's my choice

not to see you anymore

I see  light pour through the exit door

As I walk

And let the sun shine down

down upon me

then I'll have everything I need

You think I'm being abrupt

You think this is rushed well

You've presumed too much.

I'm here waiting for you

Purpose:       To steal her away from the world

Hypothesis:  That she'll be number thirty three, she'll be thrown away

                        like a piece of debris.

Materials:     The heart of a foolish girl, a simple laugh and a twirl.

Procedure:    First double cross her heart

                        Second use your charm to rip her apart.

Conclusion:   Truth is:

       

                            to find this thing you called love,

                                                      all you do is what's written above.

Total eclipse of the heart

In that moment, there was an eclipse.

swallowing the screams

 it went black.

the air was thick and heavy

the world went out

the pressure, no doubt.

It didn't matter what it was about

i needed you; to you feel you there.

i shouted your name

simply lost among the crowd.

I Stumbled around

like an infant

I felt so scared

left blind.

falling to the ground

shattered and gone.

our trials and tribulations

the bruises we give each other

mean nothing my dear

we still loved each other

no matter how many times i fell

you were always there to pick up the pieces.

How's it going to change my eyes

Undying love is what we had

unforgettable; everyone called me mad.

Sinking into the ground that cold october day

I couldn't believe you were just taken away.

For along time i cried to the walls

found some strength, but it turned on me

Sinking like a stone

to the bottom of the Pacific.

I sailed a while, it helped me cope

the waves were calm, the moonlight bright

and the breeze reminds me of a fimiliar hand

it's the scared, they're the ones who're  forced to stand.

she's already made up her mind

Looking for it's never easy

it's the hardest thing to find,

I looked every where others had

willing to give anything for it.

Remembering the sound of it on my lips, remembering the way you touched my hips.

I see it now, clearly my mistake.

        I'll prove it too you again and again, but all you do is call me fake.

What we see is all upside down

Our brain, it flips it, creates the ground.

Together forever I always thought

I guess that's the one thing my brain forgot.

you've been taking control

Can you follow me and ask no questions

and no lies

and no reality?

find the signs

since we're on the highway to nowhere

and you're the map; true and fair.

The rain has soaked our clothes

and I'm not sure what's ripping more

my tights

or my heart.

Unless it kicks

Thunderous

Like my heart beat exploding out of my chest

Your electro pop shakes my four walls

They'll keep shaking till they crumble

my love stays undeclared

footsteps follow an aching heart

through the windows and through the fog

and I'll wait,

I'll wait for you there.

In a place we both call home,

the summer breeze of Rome

and I'm reaching for the phone

But I know that you're not home

You've disappeared

It was the one thing I feared.

walk away from tomorrow

just another manic monday.

Romeo save me

The sun;

dropping away,

                                                  disarray.

My pattern has gone cliche.

Whatever that was clear,

the little that was,

has sunk beneath us.

But really love,

                                                     I was sincere.

So, if you're lonely

Purpose:          To steal her away from the world

Hypothesis: That she'll be number thirty three, she'll be thrown away like a piece of debris.

Materials:  The heart of a foolish girl, a simple laugh and a twirl.

Procedure:  First double cross her heart

            Second lie to her face and rip her apart.

Conclusion:

            Truth is: 

              

              to find this thing you call love,   

                               all you do is what is written above.

red to green

If you want it

       come and get it

                                 for crying out loud

the love that I was,

giving you was

    never in doubt.

Let go your heart

Let go your head

and feel it now.

Babylon.

Jagged little pill

let the blankets take you in,

let the thoughts melt away

let the rain fall down

let my eyes finally get some rest.

let the smoke fill my heart

let the coffee turn cold

and my mascara run,

cause' I realize what's been done.

let the lost be found,

because it's about time.

let the frailness affect you

let the feelings show.

let you be my lucky charm

let your heart meander far.

let you wake up,

and fall into my arms.