sour cherry

the affects

it affects you.

the affects

it affects me too.

the affects

you're untrue.

the affects

you're a fake through and through.

where are you?

I still want to pick up the phone and call you.

Presume too much

All I wanna say is if you

disappoint me again I may

have to trade in this heart for something new.

It's been dismantled and it's disabled

and I'm disjointed, I'm disappointed

I don't have the faintest clue

As all I wanna say fades away

words hang heavy in the air

I've no strength left to care.

Oh let the sun shine down 

down upon me

Then I'll have everything I need

You think I'm being abrupt

You think this is rushed well

You've presumed too much.

How I Take this is my problem

I don't wanna be here anymore 

I see a light on the exit door.

And if I accept, well that's my choice

not to see you anymore

I see  light pour through the exit door

As I walk

And let the sun shine down

down upon me

then I'll have everything I need

You think I'm being abrupt

You think this is rushed well

You've presumed too much.

I'm here waiting for you

Purpose:       To steal her away from the world

Hypothesis:  That she'll be number thirty three, she'll be thrown away

                        like a piece of debris.

Materials:     The heart of a foolish girl, a simple laugh and a twirl.

Procedure:    First double cross her heart

                        Second use your charm to rip her apart.

Conclusion:   Truth is:

       

                            to find this thing you called love,

                                                      all you do is what's written above.

Total eclipse of the heart

In that moment, there was an eclipse.

swallowing the screams

 it went black.

the air was thick and heavy

the world went out

the pressure, no doubt.

It didn't matter what it was about

i needed you; to you feel you there.

i shouted your name

simply lost among the crowd.

I Stumbled around

like an infant

I felt so scared

left blind.

falling to the ground

shattered and gone.

our trials and tribulations

the bruises we give each other

mean nothing my dear

we still loved each other

no matter how many times i fell

you were always there to pick up the pieces.

How's it going to change my eyes

Undying love is what we had

unforgettable; everyone called me mad.

Sinking into the ground that cold october day

I couldn't believe you were just taken away.

For along time i cried to the walls

found some strength, but it turned on me

Sinking like a stone

to the bottom of the Pacific.

I sailed a while, it helped me cope

the waves were calm, the moonlight bright

and the breeze reminds me of a fimiliar hand

it's the scared, they're the ones who're  forced to stand.

she's already made up her mind

Looking for it's never easy

it's the hardest thing to find,

I looked every where others had

willing to give anything for it.

Remembering the sound of it on my lips, remembering the way you touched my hips.

I see it now, clearly my mistake.

        I'll prove it too you again and again, but all you do is call me fake.

What we see is all upside down

Our brain, it flips it, creates the ground.

Together forever I always thought

I guess that's the one thing my brain forgot.

you've been taking control

Can you follow me and ask no questions

and no lies

and no reality?

find the signs

since we're on the highway to nowhere

and you're the map; true and fair.

The rain has soaked our clothes

and I'm not sure what's ripping more

my tights

or my heart.