Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Unless it kicks


Thunderous
Like my heart beat exploding out of my chest
Your electro pop shakes my four walls
They'll keep shaking till they crumble

my love stays undeclared


footsteps follow an aching heart
through the windows and through the fog
and I'll wait,
I'll wait for you there.
In a place we both call home,
the summer breeze of Rome
and I'm reaching for the phone
But I know that you're not home
You've disappeared
It was the one thing I feared.

Monday, January 19, 2009

walk away from tomorrow


just another manic monday.

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Romeo save me



The sun;
dropping away,
                                                  disarray.
My pattern has gone cliche.
Whatever that was clear,
the little that was,
has sunk beneath us.
But really love,
                                                     I was sincere.

So, if you're lonely



Purpose:          To steal her away from the world

Hypothesis: That she'll be number thirty three, she'll be thrown away like a piece of debris.

Materials:  The heart of a foolish girl, a simple laugh and a twirl.

Procedure:  First double cross her heart
            Second lie to her face and rip her apart.

Conclusion:
            Truth is: 
              
              to find this thing you call love,   
                               all you do is what is written above.

Monday, January 12, 2009

red to green


If you want it
       come and get it
                                 for crying out loud

the love that I was,
giving you was
    never in doubt.

Let go your heart
Let go your head
and feel it now.

Babylon.

Jagged little pill


let the blankets take you in,
let the thoughts melt away
let the rain fall down
let my eyes finally get some rest.

let the smoke fill my heart
let the coffee turn cold
and my mascara run,
cause' I realize what's been done.
let the lost be found,
because it's about time.
let the frailness affect you
let the feelings show.

let you be my lucky charm
let your heart meander far.
let you wake up,
and fall into my arms.

Monday, January 5, 2009

london calling


Life
Of
Lies
                   I guess you can't change, because it's all you know.

Saturday, January 3, 2009

With the words you've borrowed


Winter
dizzying lights
A slur of words from you
walking to find all the answers 
Snowing

Do you mind if I pretend we're somewhere else


Love hate relationship 
is what we have.
                                                    
              
                                            Seems like whenever I get over you
you pick up right where we left off.
So naive I was,
foolish and young.
Only looking
to have some fun.

I'm older now,
I can see what others saw.
I still remember the good old days,
when your icy heart thawed.

I crumbled.
Went back to you again.
Afterwards,
I remembered every
reason why I went away,
but your my cocaine.


It's finally over.
There's one thing i know,
the season has past,
and I'm over you snow.

Help me now, or hold me down



Let me escape,
to another place.
Let me escape,
to another time.
Let me escape,
to other people.
Let me escape,
to another everything.
Let me escape, 
to you.

Hahaha, never talk to me


1:40, 1:40,1:40,1:40
        1:40,1:40,1:40,1:40
1+4= 5+0= 50 is my name.
                            50 is my game.
Hey guys im fidy cent
look at me wrong your cars will be bent.
Hey girls, im fidy to you.
Guess what? It's 1:42

I'm big and I'm blue
hey how are you?
Tally4uBallyhoo
love is like a big balloon
love is for me and you
I'll tell my secrets,
                  if you tell me yours too!
I can smell you!
Yahoo!
Good for you!
You smell like a piece of...
                                                    shit.

Haha, I got you,
           and you two too!
And your obese kangaroo
it looks like he grew,
but mine, he flew!
And landed in stew!
Cocky the cow went moo!
Giant squids like to sue,
         and feel you up.

If, there's is anything you take away
from this children,
is never go out diving in the sub meridian forest
or else you will get felt up
by the giant squid.

Goodnight,     
and Happy Easter.                                             

Just show me where to go


When I get mad,
I like to hit things.
To show others my pain.

In some sick, twisted way this is how I express myself.
Something to show how angry i am.

To put an action, an anything, to the words I can't translate.
To the thought that's lost.
To the hurt that I can't explain.

Hitting releases it in one shot.
All the emotions, the hurt, the time pushed into a fraction
of a second.
I don't think,
it all just disappears
and crazy enough
it's where I find peace.
That in that fraction,
everything can change.

Your world could be changed
are you ready?

Or is this never again


You will be changed.

Whether from best friends or enemies, 
family or foe.

We cannot stay the same as when we started out.
We will never know.

Who we were,
Who we could have been,
or even what changed us for sure.

All we know is that we change.