Take only what you need from them

The doctor told me

 you think to much

                               think of other things.

I've always been one to follow instructions but this

its not so easy.

It replays over and over

like something broken 

                                                        inside

He's always there

in the morning

in the evening

every minute in the night.

I just want to                                     forget

the smiles

the laughter

all the covers you had

who knew someone could be like you,

and be okay with that.

Now I can see how much of a failure you are,

no friends,

no family,

what's left of you?

no one should think of you.

                            but I will, for a while..

                                               slowly, I won't it'll be less and less

you'll fade into a blank

like an old cassette loved too much.